Maybe There's A Loving God

Friday, October 31, 2008

Energy flows where thought goes
Thought is energy is it not a nothing.. God created by thought... then speaking so it was ..everything, every invention, every action first starts with thought... look around nothing you see did not first have its origin in thought.
Didn't Jesus say if you thought it you have done it.. in those words Jesus was high- lightening the power of thought... A thought.. is also an intention, if you are thinking it you are on some level intending it to be.. be it good.. or be it bad. Your thought has an intention that walks with it. I was with a dear friend today and he said well I just thought of it I did not act on it. Now on a human level that is correct, that is "social correct". It is said on a human level thoughts are harmless; it is the acting upon them that makes for socially acceptable behavior or asocial behavior. But that is thinking like man thinks. I remember Jesus saying to Peter in the Gospel, you think like man thinks.. not like God thinks...
God holds thought on a higher level then we do, and if he is holding it on a higher level, we should be trying to control thoughts and intentions. Such as the next time someone really annoys you and you think in your mind mind ..drop dead creep.. or this one is a real pain, they just need to get lost. With hostility of intent... remember in the mind of God, in his thoughts, your thoughts and intent have already hurt this person, even though in our world we did not act on thought (so we think it is acceptable, in so doing we think like man, not God)...in God's world you did the harm and you are accountable.
You ever go into a room and you feel "bad energy there" hostility though there is no fighting, arguing, etc.. yet there is something not right there.. such are thoughts that damage. Indeed mob mentality is driven by the energy of thought and intent... I once heard that Satan's playground is your mind. Control your thoughts get the bad guys out of the playground. Use your mind to learn to form thoughts of love, compassion and mercy. Do not be at the mercy of your thoughts grab a hold of them.. think love, think happy, think peace, think restoration... Then you will be love, then you will be happy, then you will be peaceful, then you will be restored and so will the world.
It is true that it takes less energy to co-operate then it takes to oppose, you were made to love, so stop opposing the truth within you. Go with your internal flow of love be that channel of grace and peace you were created to be.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Willful

I was told yesterday that I was "willful"... and the thought did not leave my mind the entire day, even took it to the Chapel last night. I prayed that I would be less willful, even got teary eyed saying I am sorry I am willful.

I decided to take a survey of friends and family... flat out asked them...do you think I am willful? After they were finished laughing the majority said... you willful.. you... that is your middle name... Now I thought wow... who knew I was throwing out such an impression to everyone...

So I decide to think back on being willful... had to first start with definition of willful... so I went to an online definition.... it stated this : Willful...1) to be headstrong... okay I think that is me...2) to be forward... okay that is really not me, I live in the woods, and am basically shy... only animated when it comes to God.... 3) self-willed... definitely not me, I will give you flak in the beginning.. I will think about it and give in...4) disobedient..??? If one means to rightful authority no I am not disobedient... if one means to do something that is wrong (such as following orders, when it means destruction, to another or yourself)... yes I can and will be disobedient...
Willful....???... are we meant to be willful on some level and is it to the glory of God that we are such... is our lives a constant struggle of will??... I think so... I do not think one can say ...I have given my will to God and that is it... I think it is a moment to moment thing.. every decision made is done within the will/ the ego... the struggle between the soul and the body... To "be of the will of God" is very hard, it takes a lot of work and time... you have to literally think God always... one has to analysis their own actions, what motivates one's personal behavior...
I do not think one can say in truth ... that they have completely given themselves over to the will of God... for that would be perfection here on earth, and we are fallen by nature, our humanity is always going to trip us up. To think we are "bullet proof" spiritual, is to have an issue with why Jesus came to earth in the first place, to save us. It was Jesus who said we are all fallen, all sinners...
So yes I am willfully... working on it though, in every action, word and deed trying to submit to the will of the Father... not always successful... But that is okay, then I go to the Savior of the World, tell him once again I messed up, can you help me out...
Jesus, always helps you out, especially with us willful folks in the world... come on I know you are out there, it is okay... just try to do better... Listen to that ,"small- still- voice", within, it is the gentle urge of the Holy Spirit to lay down your will and pick up God's...


Wednesday, October 29, 2008

When Angels cry
I never heard any account of an angel crying... I have been thinking about this for sometime... I wonder do they have tear ducts... or even emotions? Wait they have emotions they love God... well some do. But is their love an emotion or stronger then that such as an attribute, something that does not wavier as the emotional kind of love does.
So I think what would make an angel cry? The crucifixion of Jesus and I think...no.. for some reason I think, no. I think the angels knew on a level we do not know what was going on there and they understood it, as we can not... If anything at the time of the Crucifixion, they were happy to see evil defeated on a grand scale and they knew the power and the glory of God would win in the end... It probably did not look like a sorrowful event to them, but a very Powerful event... POWER, like they never saw before; never had God done anything so out of the ordinary and extreme ...maybe the angels felt fear... For in the world at the time of the passion and Cross, Jesus looked like a loser to us, but he was really kicking some serious butt, in the ethereal realm.
Maybe all the angels said step back, Jesus, is going to do some damage here , he is correcting time and eternity for the people of God, he is going hand to hand with evil...
Yes, if I were an angel I would have waited it out, not wanting to get anywhere near a God that is reclaiming his people... no way man! I would have waited this one out on a cloud.
So, what makes an angel cry???
The angels witnessed first hand what Jesus did to reclaim his people on a level we did not see, nor could we; they know on a level we do not know just how much God loves us..
So I think for the most part angels must be happy... Except when they see and they have to deal with human conflict, hostility, anger, rage and especially war.... That is what makes an Angel cry... For they know how much every person is loved by, God. They know that every angel assigned to protect a person is suppose to protect them, and they are never to hurt another human being. So what does an angel do when we are killing each other, fighting each other...hostile and angry at each other... These beautiful guardians of ours trying to protect us always, yet never doing so at the expense of another human, how could they, their doing so would say one human is more important then another which, is not true... These angels witnessed first hand the God/ man dying for all humanity, not just their charges. These angels know, they really know that the end does not justify the means. The angels who watched the God/ man fight so hard to get these people back now watching these same people hurt each other what does an angel do.... they cry...
Love Him with all of your heart
That is all Jesus is asking of you as the song goes... Love him with all your heart... that's all he wants dear, love him with all your heart, don't give him an hour or a moment, love him always with every beat of your heart... When he is far away and you do not feel him. Love with all of your heart, as he does you. Just promise him this that you will love him, you will cherish him with every beat of your heart.
The above is my answer to when people ask me how do I pray, just love him with all your heart. Think love... be love... and that is prayer from the heart. That is an undivided heart for God alone. Do not put your thoughts on power, money or position within your heart keep your God there, and this God should be the one true God. Not the gods of the world that is fleeting and temporal, prone to illusion; created to take you away from the truth within you. You are God's one true love made just for him, his heart is not divided when it comes to you, you are in total possession of his heart. I know the world is filled with pain and sorrow and defeat.. Go to the One who has defeated the world through his own pain and sorrow to claim you... that's all He asks of you...


Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Could you have said good-bye..
Call it what you like..locutions, Divine inspiration, encounters with the ethereal realm of God... Whatever you call it, a rose is a rose is a rose....This "flower" hears the Mighty one speak and is allowed to speak to him. On one such occasion late at night in the Chapel, my voice lifted to him...saying why, oh why, did you create me now in this generation, I so long for you. Why didn't you create me during your time in human history, so I could see and walk with you upon earth. To have held your hand, looked into your eyes everyday, laughed with you and cried with you. Why do I exist now and not then...
This merciful Savior and friend responded to me with the following words..."Could have said good-bye to me... could you have watched me die"...
With those words I cried and said no...I would have begged you to stay and not to go through that which, you did... I would have begged the Father, please find another way.. I would have offered myself in stay of you... In desperation I would even have tried to make a deal with Satan himself to save you....
Jesus responded to these words of mine with his own.... "This is why you were not there you would not have been able to say good-bye to me, nor I to you"....
Monograms
If you have a high priced item you usually will have it monogrammed, a fur coat on the inside will have the monogram of the owner's initials inside, as will a custom made tailored suit or shirt. And other personal items that are near and dear to you, it is likely to display your monogram. This says to the world this item is mine and I value it, see I have my initials on it. So, dear Jesus please monogram this soul of mine with your initials for I am a very high priced item... purchased at a very high cost to you. As a matter of fact you gave it all you had to buy this item, this soul. So could you kindly place J.C. on my soul, this way when someone comes to disturb me they will see those initials and back off me not wanting to mess with the owner of this item, who is you.
Energy Tip
I have a great enegy tip ...ever feel drained...worn out...like you are carrying excess baggage? Did you know that most of our energy goes into upholding our self importance. It really does, man oh man, it takes a lot of time and effort to maintain your self importance. So to increase your energy free up your time and make things easier on yourself....lose the self importance... I have a great way to do this, help someone else forget about yourself. Stop using your personal energy on yourself, it will weigh you down, so just lighten up, get out there and help someone...